Sometimes you just don't know...

I gotta tell ya, I am certainly in the Christmas spirit but there seems to be the same thing missing this year that's been missing for many years.  Now, I'm pretty use to it by now but why should I be?  I really do think this year has been more difficult because I really did try my best and it wasn't even close to being enough; I really don't think it will ever be enough.

I have always thought I was good enough and people tell me I am all of the time but you just have to think about it for a second; if everyone tells you that you are thin but when you get on the scale you see it hit 500lbs...you know you aren't thin.  It's nice that everyone says you are but really, you're not...and apparently, neither am I-obviously I am not talking about weight, I am talking about self-worth and I am just not worth enough.

People keep telling me; "One day Jason, one day...." and they are just being polite and it's ok.  I just think that if lightning did strike twice, you should at least be ready for it the second time around but my 'One day' isn't going to come anytime soon...I am sure of that now.  It's a very sobering experience when someone has to give you a comment in plain English about nothing pertaining to anything at the moment simply in order to curb your thoughts.  Well, no one needs to worry about that any longer...I always knew I was better off just being that safe guy and that is what I'll be from now on.  It's funny how I can invest so much into such a chance but hate to gamble money...weird.

Anyway- tomorrow, more artwork.
Love and miss you all my friends... equally-
-SLiDE->

Christmas Magic-

...And here's a little Christmas Magic to get you through the season.  There's magic everywhere, you have to believe there is...I do.

-I miss you all, more than you know (especially you-and I'm sorry again)
-jason

A Christmas Wish...

At Christmas time everybody makes wishes...I think it's important to have wishes, especially during Christmas - even I have wishes.  I'd love to say more but I am afraid I just can't but what I can do is share a wish with you; Merry Christmas ~ May all of your wishes come true.

Johnny, Kevin and Shakespeare

Here's a new one; enjoy!

Remembering...

I Love drawing Kevin and Johnny because I can get them to express anything, anytime and for no particular reason at all but this time, they kinda told me what to do...like I have always said; I only draw the lines, the picture was already there.

...and to all of you, I love you and miss you very much...especially you.
-me

It's Snowing Outside...

...So I thought I'd continue the theme; here is my classic take on Mr. Snowman...

-Christmas really is what you make it; if you say Christmas is too comercialized, then sadly...it is.
But if you just look at what Christmas should be or what you want it to be...instead of the way
everyone else portrays it then I promise you-Christmas will be perfect.

...Love is all you need around Christmas Time - have fun with the ones that really love you.

-me

Let It Snow!

I love it when it snows...and to comemmorate the first really good snowfall in Chicago
-Here is a little simple piece of artwork that has a classic feel to it.


-Love you all-especially you.

For the Fun of it...

I love making Johnny do the silliest things...

'Kevin and Johnny' -Christmas Together

I know you have all been waiting for something new - So here's Kevin and Johnny making sure you remember the best way to spend your Christmas.

I love you all, especially you.
-jason

And to get you in the mood...

Here's a simple piece to get you in the mood...and it's true; All I want for Christmas is you...

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