One Year Ago...

One year ago today, my life changed forever; I wouldn't know it at the time but it did.  I wish I had the words about me to properly explain to what extent my soul was touched.  A simple favor, an innocent task and with a look...I knew.

Sometimes you just don't have any idea the impact someone can make on your life but remember, just as quickly as you can find something amazing, that is just as quickly as you can lose it.  Still, I am a better person today for having that opportunity-no, the privilege of having met the single greatest person that I have had the chance to meet. (+1)

-jason

Thank You and Goodnight.

I hope you all enjoy my artwork for many, many more years to come; it was my pleasure to share them with all of you...you have been my greatest inspiration and I will never forget that.  In all of the years I have been creating all of this and more, you have all given me a reason to keep going...to continue to create bigger and better things; to always attempt something new and exciting.  Sometimes, I was even lucky enough to have the opportunity to have one of you touch my heart in a way that I couldn't begin to explain and even so, all good things must come to an end.  I have thought hard about everything for the last two months or so and I have tried to continue to bring you the wonderful artwork that I have for so long.  It has been a great 12 years of creating wonderful dreams come true and smiles on your faces as you look at all these things I have done but I cannot continue to do it anymore.  I cannot predict the future nor can I say without a doubt that I won't feel like giving you new artwork eventually but I can honestly say that it won't be anytime soon and for that, I am sorry.  I feel like I am letting you all down but there are just somethings that I just can't control.  I have tried to keep doing what I normally do but it's not working.  The quality I am use to giving is just not there and I won't give out some half-ass piece of shit with no feeling in it that I decided to throw together just so you'll have something new to look at.  I do know that I am not planning on even attempting anything new until at least 2012...I know there is only one thing on this earth that could possibly change my mind on that -but you shouldn't get your hopes up, I can tell you that it doesn't look good at all.  I hope you all know that I love you very much and that I thank you for your years of support; hopefully I will see you all in a year or so and maybe by then I will finally have something amazing to show you.

"For all the amazing times, in every wonderful way; it was all about a little love when life seemed to get in the way.  The world, it might get cold and the sun certainly won't shine quite as bright; but the tiny flicker of those memories, I will always look to that light.  It wasn't for the masses and I didn't do it for the fans; not Jamie hadn't a clue that it was all for you in the end."

Thank you and goodnight-
-jason
(Artwork from 1994-2010)

Valentine's Day (cont')

nevermind...forget it-I was stupid to think things might be different.

sorry.

For Valentine's Day...

Happy Valentine's Day-

There will be a post this evening...something special and important to me-thank you. (+1)